Being in Love Rocks......

So it's been six months since I met the woman of my dreams,the woman I have been waiting for my entire life,the woman I know I was meant to Love for the rest of my life. And I have never been happier ,even though things are not exactly the way I would like them to be.With love come's complications,some little,some not so little.
For most of my adult life I have been in relationships. From the age of 19-25 I was intertwined emotionally and physically with two women,one who was more of a mother figure and another who basically became an obsession.
Each of them I loved for different reasons and each of them gave me something I needed.After I had my daughter I chose to be with the older woman because she gave me and Jesse the security we both needed to grow and evolve. After a while though,the relationship became toxic,possessiveness,jealousy and obsession were our down fall.I felt like i was in a box and the lid had no holes in it,I felt like the life was being choked out of me.
So I walked away,but by the time I walked I was already 29 and my life seemed to have been at a stand still for the last 5 years.I was ready to bust out and that's exactly what I did.Some how I managed to go from one extreme to another.My next serious relationship was with a women 12 years younger then me. She was pretty innocent but extremely mature. I tried to stay away from her but she was pretty persistent and there was something about her that captured my heart. We stayed together for over six years, the brake up almost destroyed me, I have never felt that kind of pain in my heart.
Some how though I survived and made it through, for two years after Ellen I was involved with Kathy. Now Kathy was a sweet heart but very hard to read. We had a great time for a little while but we didn't have enough in common to keep it together.She helped me get through a really rough time and I will always be grateful for her for that.
After Kathy I decided I wanted to come back to Boston and start over and here I am 6 years later.When I first got back I met a really great woman, she of my favorite people today. But we went through our share of insanity but still managed to make some great memories.She will always have a spot in my heart just for her.She will always be my Crazy Greek.
Present day today I am involved with someone who gives me everything I have ever wanted or desired from partner.I am truly the luckiest girl in the world and I can't wait to start my life with her and create the next chapters in my life with her.Life and Love is good.......